The code you provided is not really correct.
No, accessing a property and accessing the field itself are not the same.
My guess is that you are looking at old obj C examples where it was necessary to create the field with the property.
You also have no @synthesize directive in your code.
In current obj C code there is no need to declare a field to back the property, the field and the getter and setter will be autosynthesized (generated by the compiler) for you.
The default field generation is the name of your property with an underscore in front of it.
When you access the field directly via _myArray you will bypass any retain or release code that is contained in the generated getter/setter and have to manually manage memory in a non ARC project.
So to sum up, you dont need your field definition, and you dont need a synthesize directive.
You access your field directly with _myArray, or the property via self.myArray
They are not the same thing, one goes through generated code which obeys your property definition as to retain, assign, copy and accessing the field directly bypasses these semantics altogether.
If you define your property as retain you will need to release it in dealloc
You can use either
self.myArray = nil;
which will handle the release or
[_myArray release];
_myArray = nil;
Although someone in a previous post said setting the property to nil in dealloc might cause a problem Ive never seen it actually happen in my apps, ymmv